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[Starrlight]

Up again

In the middle of the night

Inner wish and inner fight

That I don’t want you to know of

That I pretend not to see

The truth of who I am

And who I want to be

[Trainchaser]

This describes me perfectly. 1 a m. Here and still awake mind running body tired when will sleep come.

[Starrlight in reply to Trainchaser]

Hi Trainchaser

I’m so sorry

It’s harder than hard

Isn’t it?

I always tell people to not hold it in,

Not to bottle it up as it will keep eating at you

But I can’t tell

Just like I can’t sleep

Maybe if we just go for it, just pick something to tell we are each thinking about in a pm maybe we can sleep

What do you think?

Anyone whose out there needing to let go of something…

[Dolphin14]

You have many parts that make you a whole. Your secret, whatever it is, does not represent all of you.

Someday you may be able to tell. Maybe releasing this will lead to healing. Someone that loves you will not judge you. You will know when and who to share this with.

❤️🐬

[Nothing_but_books]

Your writing is lovely and true.

You gave birth to lovely and true, from deep inside where they live.

[Starrlight in reply to Nothing_but_books]

Your words are beautiful