Now i have phobia of my granma too

[Against_the_current]

I was struggling with my device all day. I didn't even eat, i was struggling with my phone and laptop and now im just trying to convince dad to let me buy a new one, i will buy it myself, reasearching phone and laptop all day, and comparing them and alled my other grandparents and they dissmissed my desire to buy a new one too and asked If im going to home city for the holidays and idk how to say mom wants me to go to her mom. And this granma calls with her sick voice and i can't collect myself. I tell her im stressed out and she starts crying. I can't. I fucking can't.

[Oshunlvr]

Our loved ones want us to be happy, don't be upset with grandma for worrying. It sounds like you have a lot going on, have you ever tried making a priority list?

[Against_the_current in reply to Oshunlvr]

I should. It's just that - i don't want my loved ones to be in pain and in danger and it scares me

[Oshunlvr in reply to Against_the_current]

Why would your family be in danger?

[Against_the_current in reply to Oshunlvr]

They call and their voice sound so sick. Grandma struggled with cardiac issues these days and mom found out she has anemia