feeling down and lonely

[Diamond99]

hello everyone so I have been really struggling a lot with my anxiety and depression I am going through a lot with work and my relationship it’s long distance and we are struggling a lot to stay together and at work I have been working at my job for about 8 years but as a substitute which means I only fill in when the person is gone I am feeling really down and not wanted at my job I have been trying so hard for years to prove myself and show them that I can do this because I love my job but they won’t hire me full time because I don’t have a degree but they let me fill in for temporary positions a lot and today they found another person to do my job I don’t know I feel like I deserve a chance at it it’s been years that I have put up with this and I even tried another job and got fired ugh I feel so hurt and overwhelmed I don’t feel good enough no matter how hard I try if anyone has any advice or would like to talk and be my friend I could really use a friend message me

[just_keep_swimming]

is it okay if I message you ?

[Diamond99 in reply to just_keep_swimming]

yes