i think i really miss my art group.....was partial therapy.....lots of freedom...no one discounted or dumb or stupid ...or ...all on our own areas and interests and separate jouneys...just had an exceptonal instructor like wise when i was competing hard in riding.......was sick of all the abusive coaches and parents......make sound so easy which its not ..depends on the horse u get......pretty much quit.........then along comes Lockie Richards the coach of the Nz team....i was a total nobody..he was so kind.....nevr screamed and yelled........changed my whole attitude around.......wasnt me it was him...just an immensely kind person.....was soo used to all the abuse and hated it.......people lke my mtoher either get jelous or hate it that u resent the abuse......we just cant take it.........really changed my thinking towards her........she isnt the one gets their brains beat out by german instructors at age 12.....theories u have no idea about nor shoulld........made me realize what a major whack job she is.....all she thinks abot is tough.......thats her favority word and loves to eat men for breakfast.....her problem....
these are example of softer art i really like too...
(((((((Agora1---like Dolphin and Fauxart and others...................i hope........u hear..........my sincerest sincerest thanks........not my work burt not the point........point is to bring light beauty comfort and allowing all to join in.......that arent critics..........i looooove looking at other peoples works and privatel said i could say here with u and dolphiin lc and others .........i dearly closetly loooooooooooooove art and musci..........im a scientist in some areas but prob spiritually the arts............balaance out all the ughhg u see in vet med ...whch my famliy never asks.......they just assume im ilght in the loffers and off my rocker........their ignorance..........after all the tragedies we see...........even hospitals people alway sbrnng flowers.................duh.............said to my famly not anyone here............
this is not*** mine but shows........the variety of styles and whatever u like or inspires u........thats what counts.........soo many styles........all game.........my style is just the way i do it.........art is freedom.......thank u all...........yes i do miss that group but many kind people here.........we all did our own thing a tribute to that instructor........some just came to hang out .......th e interestes were all over the board.......one man was making his own paints.........the instructor never skipped a beat........go for it.........ive seen paintings made from wood pieces........thats art.......its ur art.......
thnk u ...yes im sure i miss it more than i realize.......was sooo much fun eveone getting to do their thing.......an exceptional teacher.....not personal but her attitude was soo refreshing.
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Am I overreacting 
I dont understand.. Loved ones are worth the effort of working through problems but I didnt get that. Maybe they didnt know how? 😢
telling your loved ones about your depression
