Help,things are hopeless

[Against_the_current]

My roommates were bullying me and i escaped to mom's apartment wednesday evening. I was ruined. At home ruined too. Mom is telling me how sis causes troubles and i worry. I worry when to go back to university city. There im scared of roommates, here im dying with mom and sis and nobody cares. I'm also physically sick too. I'm dying, i can't even Type, i need a safe place. Idk hwere to go. I need care and i don't even have ppl hwo check up. Idk when to go back. Mom n sis rae stressing me out. But i ofrgot my laundry at the washing mashine and my roommates will scold me. I can't function and i get no proper help or tolerance. I can't help sis studying because i can't function. I can't clean accomodation because i can't function. And nobody here cares. I'm tired

[Starrlight]

Can you slow down and take a break? Just focus on you? And your health? I’m here for you. Keep writing. It’s going to be okay my friend. Don’t worry about other people right now if you can help it; just take care of you.

[Against_the_current in reply to Starrlight]

Thanks

[Genuineguy]

Hi, Im sorry youve been feeling so alone lately. It can be really hard to function when we don't feel mentally well and you arent alone in that. It happens to all of us.For me personally, I am prone to make mistakes when I feel down or overwhelmed. Its just maybe your roommates dont have the life experience to understand that yet. Its very hard handling intense feelings. We empathize and care and want you to be ok. And we know you are doing your best.

[Against_the_current in reply to Genuineguy]

Thank you so much. Wish people understood. They stress me out and then wonder why i do mistakes, my roommates, mom, everyone. I just need someone to understand

[Genuineguy in reply to Against_the_current]

My therapist has been encouraging me to be compassionateto myself when I make mistakes. Saying things like 'It's OK to make mistakes...I'm going through alot so it's understandable I will lose focus at times' And, "We all make mistakes" helps. It'sn not easy though and I have to work hard at treating myself kindly but it's good for me.

You're going through alot emotionally. Anyone would struggle if they felt what you felt. You're doing great though even if you do make mistakes at times. Please try be kind to yourself even if you feel others aren't. Do nice things for yourself like making art and having a nice cup of tea. My therapist calls this being a mature caring parent to our inner child. It helps me to see it this way ☕️🎨🏞

[Against_the_current in reply to Genuineguy]

Needed this