REVALUATION FROM CHILDHOOD

[OB73]

Im 49 now but as a young child I came from a good home but i was bullied in school and was always tense and always thought i wasnt good enough and couldnt focus right in school but i graduated and after that made wrong choices i tried to be something that i wasnt to prove a point i was the Man but i paid a price for being hard headed not listening and in 98 christmas my Dad died i held strong until year 2000 went into a state of depression for 6months it wasnt like what im going through now it worse and more intense i really dont ever think i got over childhood school trauma and the mistakes i made just masked it over and the Pandemic didnt make it any better and now im suffering from a meltdown i had lastyear but still kept moving until 2weeks ago i lost so much weight i was 250lbs not im 215 to 220 range i love food but i havnt had a good appetite in months ..Smh

[RupertBrown]

Those scars from childhood run deep, I know that much. You can't change what happened, but it doesn't have to define you either. Someone once suggested to me the idea of a funeral for the past. Be it trauma, bullying or whatever. Hold a symbolic funeral and put it to rest. While I never actually did that I've always liked the idea. A new beginning, as it were. I'm at a point where half my adult life is behind me and I'm so disgusted with how I spent the first half that I've decided to make some big changes. Maybe you could do something similar? At any rate, wanted you to know I could relate and to say that you've got this! Sending courage and peace.

[OB73 in reply to RupertBrown]

Much Thanks Bro!!!👊🏾🙏🏾

[RupertBrown in reply to OB73]

Just noticed we have the same "last name". Too funny lol.

[OB73 in reply to RupertBrown]

wassup cuzzin!! Lolol

[OB73 in reply to RupertBrown]

HELLO CUZZIN!¡ LOLOL

[RupertBrown]

Hahaha... family. Nice!

[OB73 in reply to RupertBrown]

lolol Yep!!!