I thought i was geting better but now this what next

[Lovelydeppresion]

im recover from an eating disorder i cant spelk the term of this one but its the one that you starve your self i was getting better i was eating some what right and everything tell beginning of this month my stomach was in so much pain that i couldnt eati tried abd tried but couldnt my bf took me to the ER well i have a MASSIVE acid build up ik have to take a pill feels likeso much but my bf said 4 to 5 times a day just so i can eat and move well now i feel like im back at square one i dont want to eat again but i have no reason to stop this time im just literally not hungry idk what to do at this point

[Frankie24]

unfortunately the less you eat, the less you will want to eat. Anorexia is a very tricky illness. Your body will just eventually give out without proper refeeding . You need to talk to your PCP and get the appropriate help. I wish you the best.

[Lovelydeppresion in reply to Frankie24]

none of my docs think i need the help bc i got better on my own last time and gain all the weight back plus some and it dosnt help im sick almost every week with something new

[Frankie24 in reply to Lovelydeppresion]

You still need to continue to advocate for yourself. Don’t give up !!!

[designguy]

Could be that you have some food allergy issues going on that are causing your stomach issues. I had candida fungal issues at one time and found out I was sensitive to gluten. I also had digestive issues and found I had too little of stomach acid instead of too much. Conventional doctors think digestive/stomach issues are caused by too much stomach acid when they can sometimes be caused by not enough.

You might find a functional medicine doctor to work with to resolve your digestive issues, assuming it's not all mentally related and even if it is partly they could still help you. They take a broad holistic approach to your physical and even mental health.

[Lovelydeppresion]

okay thank u bc its 1:30am and my mental state is bad plus im sarving and cant get up to scared had a really bad thought was real nightmare and when bf went to wake me up from it i punched him and didnt even know tell he somewhat calmed me down now im scared to sleep move even breath idk what to do anymore hes sound asleep again and im crying as silently possible doesnt help there are door slamming shut every 5 mins witch is messing with my PTSD and he sleeps right through it and im so scared

[TeddyBear3]

Please take the meds and eat three times a day. Talk to a counselor. You can do it.