lots of people like to play doctor or phsy whatever and read into thngs
im rural bred....we do things our own way and...butt heads with the MHs....and have had to work hard to be who I ** am not the steerng of therapists and doctors who shape people what the cookie cutter system thinks.......pretty arrogant for a grup to say they city people are the standard.....tons of social systems in our country and regional norms............
this helped me a bit..just sharing.... if ur cousnelro works for u great......however....taken me 30 eyars to revcver fromt he mhs ....much to people here...
thank u to all that help soo caring of people in need....i can feel for people but not know what say.....sooooo thank ful for caring people ehre to deservedl comfort, hold hands and so forth.....means sooo much to know they arent abondoned and they have u angels flying in and being rightfully supportive-- it really means a lot to us the way u people are there for others....
Depression from divorce 
A note from my past self. 
being there u make a big differnce 
My mother does not want me happy and tries to ruin my relationships 
this might sound bad some might block me
