i'm scared If they accept me and scared If they don't accept me. I feel like this job was a huge mistake

[Against_the_current]

I'm just waking up early to go to yoga and i realise i can't wake up early. How would i work? But If they don't accept me then i'm letting down my whole family and they might tell me to go back home which we saw isn't good for me.

[SoporRose]

Have faith in yourself. Go for the job. If you don't like it, you can ease out and try something else. But don't give up on this chance you've wanted so much.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you, i needed this encouragement

[Hidden]

normal....uncertainty...many things out of our control....fears of failure and success....normal til u get going adjust.....and buld confidence...if rhey trn u down.....takes 10000 rejections in literatre to get publihsed....jsut keep on swinging and self advocate...those who dont bleive in u ..theri problem and the will when u succeed and leave them in the dust....people who arent supportive...their problem as longt as i have semi realstic hopes.......life is hard enough witout critics etc..... don have the time or energy to carry them.....

this is the time for ur life...so u wont5 have regrets at the end.....i had ro compreomise a lot to keep peace and thigns happy in my family...bitg mistake....

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Important reminder. And really needed. Perfect timing. I was going crazy because of haters. Espessially the ones that told me i shouldn't have warned the bosses i have a phobia of babies and prefer to work with everyone else. Like that's the proffesionals Ethics. Like it is in medicine. If i had to be able to work with everyone, humans would be going to the vet instead of having pediatrists, cardiologists, psychiatrists, dentists and a whole army of proffesionals. And If i have to be careful with every move i make and every Word i say, i would go insane. Why are my family and therapist saying this? And why does my family want me to work with mental illness but hide it 😭

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

dear brig- after all u have been through i can see why u dont lke foals....and i dont lek babies...but brig ...cant we all find our own niche? is that why u went into anesthesia an ER med.......oohhh ya so u went with ur strength whiile others are really good hand holdsers....mst be frustraiting they dont get how thats a gift huh? dont feel bad brig about the foals they have lots of fans......glad u like the older ones.....brig.....what if we ewre all a likewhathat wouldnt be good.....try to appreciate what u like and good at brig....

i wont stop beng ur friend Brig.......i promise.....!!!!! ohhh bet thats scary with any new situa5ion or boss huh brig......nice knowintg ur real frends get bingt human......wh u bat cool people here brig.....sothey never laughed at u being nervous about new job...that sooo cool of them

real me

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Well said