dad made it worse. Told me how less i know about the project and how it's not a job and how he nkows more than me

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And how it's doing nothing. And how i shouldn't have called granma. And how i know onthing. And how it's not a job. And how students in his university do nothing on these appreciantice programs. And how i need more money to stay here htan i will get. Without caring im crying since my last post, his students study medicine so they can't do much, i'm really stressed, he s the reason, stepmother and baby also ilve without paying. I'm scared of him stopping my funds and me having no money to live. But i can't stay at home. Should i have stayed there???! And my roommate is bringing a temporarily extra roommate

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father should not be going through my thingsis he a physcian?

all aprrentice learn....less than the heads but its an essent5ial proram...

an state fudn onnetions? so so4r4y wah5 ur going throuh

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It's an university program and as he studied soon too, he knows. He thinks he knows everything and everyone is stupid

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well sure...they get frustrated when students dont apply themselves and maybe hes bored and ananad....but....those are his perceptions....not the*** truth.......let him grouse and so what.....like me studying painting from a grand master.....what i might be doing seem trivial however.......an apprenieship system teaches vast amount of expereince in fundamentals ...the masters take for granted........let him grouse...he may be at a high level and wshes he had someone to talk to at his level......easy ro me to say..woulen5t wory aout..it .lots of professors are frustrrated....let him vent.....

in one ear out th other......easy for me to say.

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ur v vv bright too.....why we worry....part of being brigh5 in med is we can see how everyhint can go wrong.....others are cavaler....over confidence.....

we are worry warts....ya so what......bet5ter that than not creful with medicine....

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I'm scared he's gonna think i'm so dumb that he stops giving me money and as i can't work... And he s bringing my self esteem down. He s so scary. I was crying and he scared me more. His pathients run away and he still thinks he's better than everyone else and makes me feel like rubbish, like i don't deserve to eat the food he gives me money for. I'm scared If he stops. As i can't work, what will happen to me

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ok sounds very very scary and tricky

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tek we both know u deserve food...one day at a tme

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Thanks

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look- sounds very complicated....and i need u to konw if im talkingt about him ..im NOT siding against u......k? and i say somehing wrong....im wrong.....been wrong miioin times....right sometimes......ive been in thse prisoner shoes....scary and comp;licated..u do ..what u hink i right..

my guess.....gues gues....is he may be word accurate- bear with me

if i say hows the x and he may say......no its an apprentifehip or not5 t5hy arent5 worth much (we a vet interns told that constantly ..were a labitly ane should pay them) ...sooooo.........

main thing is how can i not be scared.......not easy......but ok but if dae get gruff.......will he blow sky hihg or just dumping on me.....yeesh brig everyone knows x is really y.....have a boss now tha5 just love to jerk me around all day......i have to play his litt5le game....fine bu5 he loses

think ill ever send anyone to him? and like a jerk boss or paren5 ...they are stuck ...being a jerk.....kinda sweet. no?