I just feel so sad and sentimental, breaks my heart. Sorry for lots of posts, just im breaking

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Leaving my sister and bunny. It breaks my heart. I feel like i couldn't get enough time with them and they're getting older. But i just can't function here. Because of my mom i lost a person. I'm scared of sis and Bob getting depressed or missing me. But i just can't stay nor take care of them. I can't take care of myself. I'm gonna go to university city and be lonely as hell and worry about htem too. Bob hte rabbit got fatter and i'm worried, also worried he s depressed missing me. Worried similar with my sister. But i can't take care of htem. I'm so heartbroken rabbits rae taken for experiments, Bob has to be ni cage for the night, sis is starting school earlier, dad is treating her bad, not finding hte tikets, mom drinking and being herself. So broken my trauma makes me this. Sorry i'm writing so much, i'm really losing it and also i need support and connection but i can't get them

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dear Brig- wanted to let u know if u have sadness in ur past...its okay to share here at this site...this is our group and it helps soeone else share who may feel the same but punished for sharing.....so its ok u miss ur dog or horse mr brig or or...

i wont judge u for grief mr brig....tc

Real Me

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Thanks

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campfrs more fun with two..

d wilde4ness 25 nmiles in.....at night.....its not a hundred but

anyone who thiks wildlife is peta county is out their tree....

even raccoon at 3am ...not nice.....ya well....

i dont invite them in for tea

mental health folks a litttle misinformed .....they wouldnt like me

they also arent in the wild under a tarp with real ** nature....

they office people ..nice theories....

had a few bears come for tea too....

was i anxioius?? do i need therapy and meds???? nope....

nor mal...scary as hello....and im not nice....tha reali5y in 5ha ni

neighborhood.....goodie goodies dont survive....

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Now i'm really thinking i need a trip. All summer i just worry, what a waste

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Okay. Need to balance indeed

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Sounds great. Mom talking to me rn

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Appreciate it