I'm broken. And this damn trauma. Makes me need ppl and then scares them away. I'm gonna miss him

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I just hate what trauma has made of me. I'm a monster. I can't function. And i can't get a hospital because i'm in damn Bulgaria. And it's so hard translating everything in my head, while mom and sis are causing troubles, i mess bulgarian and english and get some latin, german and korean randomly in my head. I'm overwhelmed and heartbroken, not having a single person in my life who likes me. Not having a decent day. 2 years ago my dad made a baby and here i am ruined and crazy and alone. My roommate doesn't even invite me at parties in my home, in the living room i pay rent for, always inviting people because i'm nobody i guess, i'm inadequate hse said it. I lost the person i can't afford to lose. 2 years ago dad made ababy but worse 22 years ago he made a baby. 22 years later i hate every second of 22 years. Taylor Swift singing 22. Have some Cake for me, i don't see anything good in being born. Why does some of yours country want it so bad? Bad politics ruined us and now we can't talk. What a joke all religions are. Hell is right here. And i'm not the sick one for being depressed, those hwo aren't are. Or just blind or stupid. Go read Nietsche

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we both can agree that some are born to real disadvantage...thats not a bad attitude as lots tell us.....knew a guy who lived in a basement due to his family alll drunks......get it get get......a tought tough unfair grossly unfai4r grossy life sucks sit5ua5ion ...as it does for u....

u r envionent sucks...someday u will be t5h champion of ....now way pep;le are enduring 5his like idid...u will rescue soeoe someday..