I'm worrying about going back to university city and my roommates and starting to work and leaving sis and mom and agoraphobia and supermarkets there are away and expensive. And also about a concert there for 3 days and probably having to have sis there these days where is exactly my interview and my wild roommates are there. I would be so anxious, i wouldn't be able to make a good impression at the interview and all the anxiety would be in vain and i will worry where to be and this worries me alot plus my agoraphobia and getting comfortable in new places. I'm having acid reflux from anxiety,acting weird, trouble communication, can't act normal. I'm just Overthinking probably? Was i better there? Maybe i m just Overthinking and i was actually better mentally when i ilved there and got worse coming here. I can't act normal with my parents and sis, i can't text normally, having acid reflux, thinking i shouldn't have applied and stayed here
Edit:Now sis is nervious and i feel like it was stupid to worry and maybe want to rush back to university city. Maybe i aws better there?