Vampire

[Therapist104]

I feel like a vampire, not the childish ones, but the real ones. The real vampire's are a nuisance, just like me. I mean, my friend ditched me because I just wasn't cool enough for her. And now she treats me how she would treat a vampire, make fun of, hurt(emotionally, not physically), cry in front of the teacher to continue in front of most of my friends, and so much more. She makes me feel as if I should just ditch everything, commit a crime, get through into jail/prison, just where I belong.

[metalminded]

That's terrible. Obviously she wasn't a real friend. Ignore her and stand strong. You're so young and have a lot to look forward to. Your adult life is just beginning. Are you planning to go to college after high school? If not, once you have a job and save up you could try to move out on your own or maybe your older sister comes with you? Is that a possibility?

[Therapist104 in reply to metalminded]

Yeah, that is. I'm going to college, yes. I'm thinking of Harvard University or Stanford University.

[fauxartist]

That person just isn't a good friend, you will eventually get better friends, we sometimes have people in our lives that are more of an acquaintance than a close friend. They come and go in our lives as our needs and growth change, so too will the people we choose to be with.

[Therapist104]

Yeah. I agree.

[Nanii]

I don't know about that. I find vampires cool. I'm a bit of a vamp, sensitive to light. "ahhhh my eyes are burninggggg, not the light, not the lightttttt" and I like to be awake at night. The vangs are sexy. I like black clothes. Bloodred is a nice color. Not my fav though. Black is. Vamps are stealth, vamps are strong. Vamps are cool as f***. I don't know what your perception of childish vamps are, but what vamps do, how they live and are barely has anything to do with little children. Most vampire movies aren't for little children either btw.

Point is, what's cool for 1, is not at all for the other. It's just a perception. You're cool in your own right. Just remember that.

[Nanii in reply to Nanii]

Your friend would not be able to treat a vampire like that. A vampire would put her down in no time or just turn into a bat and fly away from her toxic behavior to some cool place. Chilling with other vamps in a cave or something.

It's all about perception.

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

Yeah, but without blood they're weak!

[Nanii in reply to Therapist104]

Humans without oxigen are even weaker Everything without it's powersoure is weak. The most strongest being will be weak without it's powersource. Your (former?) "friend", is also weak without the ability of having effect on you. Keep working on that I'd say.

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

Yes former

[Nanii in reply to Therapist104]

It's for the better. Keep working on the strength you have in yourself.

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

Yes I will.

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

Well, I'm talking about the Vamps from "Hotel Transylvania" Those are childish

[Nanii in reply to Therapist104]

Ah, I needed to search it up. It's a childmovie, so I guess so. But if you take vampires, which you said you were talking about, they are not weak. Yes they have weaknesses like all beings have. So in a sense they are the same as all of us right?

Maybe just for fun I'll watch that movie. See what's so annoying about them and if I see what you see or something else. I like animation, mostly anime. Lots of vampire anime out there. Nothing weak or uncool about them. Make a mini social research with an animated movie haha.

But, I do follow how you compared though, concerning mistreating someone. Vampires are often mistreated. But I just wanted to turn your thoughts around in a funny way. Cool people are also mistreated. Some people just are disappointing.

[Nanii in reply to Nanii]

I just realized I reacted a bit weird. The "real" vampires are/were in your perception a nuisance, not the childish ones. Sorry for this one. I thought it would be funny to watch and see if I could see that nuisance and who knows dive deep and tell you later on what I experienced, as a perceptionshare. So.. nevermind! It was already clear that I don't find vamps a nuisance. And so many others. So if you see yourself still as a vamp, there's just one thing to do: outside of selflove of course, find people who love vamps, so you can just enjoy being you!

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

Oh, btw, I don't find them a nuisance, I'm currently reading "The Vampire Diaries"

[Nanii in reply to Therapist104]

Hi again, slow reaction. I'm not on here regularly. But interesting what you said. So you are interested in vampires yourself, but you portrayed them as nuisence. How come? I'm interested because I think I tend to do these kind of selflowering things too. I say selflowering now, because you just told you have a genuine interest in vampires → your interest→you→self.

[Therapist104 in reply to Nanii]

???????

[Therapist104]

Yeah! I guess you're right Nanii!