Feeling as if i've been to hell and back.

[secrets22]

Whatever i do,or try to do i get thwarted at every turn.

The past few years have left me a blithering wreck and i do try my damnedest to deal with things,but the struggle is real and overwhelming.

Dealing with solicitors and anything of a clerical nature is not my forte,but i do persevere because i have to,I do have a few friends who have been extraordinary with their time,but at the end of the day i withdraw to an empty home full of memories,living alone is no picnic when dealing with anxiety and stress,and without my 2 little dogs i would be useless,they have been of such comfort in the worst of times.

But i guess the only way is up,and to keep on keeping on.

[kenster1]

hi sorry to read of your tough times sounds like your trying to remain positive and that`s always a good sign.

[Roxylox]

I been struggling too. Secrets. Feels like one sep forward , three back.

[b1b1b1]

Hi- I have relatively recently lost my husband and the feeling of going home to an empty house is a very bad feeling. So, although I don't have a good answer, I do understand.

[Hidden in reply to b1b1b1]

Hi I'm sorry for your loss I hope you have a pet or relations they say times a great heeler which it is I know from my mams grief but it's coming to terms with a new life without your partner eventually you could meet a new partner perhaps but for some it's not that easy my mam never bothered but she had me close by and her great grandchildren no pets, I hope you can find some things to fill your time hobbies that involve people and new friendships will emerge take care and I wish you well and please be assured your husband is watching over you and you will see him again 🌟

[Hidden in reply to b1b1b1]

omg must be devistating.....omg so sorry.....omg......

[dutchgirl71 in reply to b1b1b1]

I’m sorry for your loss.

[Agamemnon2022]

Depression and Anxiety can be so tough sometimes especially when compounded by loneliness. Sometimes I think if I just had someone to hug me for 2 minutes I'd be ok for weeks. I think the key is to have that internal conversation in your head. Why are you feeling how you are feeling? Did something trigger it? Sometimes by assessing why I'm feeling the way I am, It provides a small amount of relief. Sometimes.

[Hidden]

A++ for persevence strenght endurance honesty kindness to others...

need to put some water back in the spiritual tank since ur giving...often feel we run dry sinece no one takes care of us....so ...pamper urself or go to a spa or give ursel a treat ....by urslef a nice card....

A for honesty as well and courage

im thinking of buying a frined like a plant or stuffed animal.....cant afford a dog but hey.....ill jst say its for my niece.....

pages of funn comics help wiht big smily faces....tweety bird.....says Boy am i glad i found u safe from that darn o puddy cat...

or make a big smiley face on my frig.....says .....sure am glad i found u.....ur sure a nice nice person......that makes my*** day

or ...want to read me a story ? or watch a movie togehter? prob do that with u dogs

hope im not being insulting....sound lonely....which is ok....most of us are....

vitamn F (fun) is defiinct in many adults who only work

again no one gives u a pat on the back which most of need ....who doesnt

sond very concisnetous and maybe drained at the end o the day like exhausted nurses.....same thing who tkes care of them.

go home o an empy house and

who isnt human.....be nice to hafe some company o someone come for dinner or cofee or

plsae mean nnno insult ....please i mean this a respectul as i know how....

just how can we add some milk and sugar to lifes coffee??