So so sad

[AF59]

On the 27th November my beautiful best friend died. Over many years we laughed and cried together, supported each other through tragedies, argued a lot, got into mad scrapes and behaved disgracefully. I have a huge hole in my heart. On the 28th November the daughter in law of a very dear friend rang me to say that that friend had died. Had been in my life since I was a teenager. The eldest grandchild is my godson. Today my beloved sister died. Is there no end to this?

[kenster1]

hi very sorry to hear of your dearest losses god bless them all.we have a forum here called bereavement care and share and that forum might also be useful to you as well as the other forums you access but I hope you`ve support closer to home as well.

[AF59 in reply to kenster1]

Thank you

[Blue_81]

Sorry for your losses. Its so hard to loose loved ones.

[AF59 in reply to Blue_81]

Thank you, each and every loss throughout your life stays with you. You never get over it, or come to terms with it, as people sugest you will. The pain gets a little easier and memories that broke your heart each time they came to mind, bring back the smiles that were in your heart when those memories were being made. This has hppened over the years with each loss, but I cannot believe it will be the same this time. Too, too much to bear.

[Midori]

I am so sorry for both your losses. It seems they come together. Grief is deep and takes it's time to resolve, but you will get there. Ignore folk who tell you to get over it. They either have not had a loss, or they are emotionally stunted.

Treat yourself gently.

Cheers, midori

[AF59 in reply to Midori]

It's too much. One funeral is too much to bear, how can I manage three? Today I just want to stay in bed and sleep and not wake up. I suffer from anxiety and depression, and now this dreadful ache in my heart. I know I am going on too much - others are sufferring more but I can't help myself at the moment and I have no one to talk to who isn't suffering too. Sorry for such miserable posts.

[Hollick]

Condolences

[AF59 in reply to Hollick]

Thank you