STRUGGLING WITH MY INNER CICRLE

[deizi]

Hallo, i have been blamed my entire of events that happened lon before i was born and i am not allowed to say my views in things so that made me more quite and when ever i dont speak up my mind my heart breaks into two.My life i have lived a life of proving that am brave,talented,genius but not stupid and irrevant but all in that in vien. Today i had thoughts of ending it all because i kept on wondering why i came to this world when i am not wanted? why am i blamed of my parents marriage? besides that in school i am a laughing stock because of my forahead even now that i am working and the people that are meant to be my shield,protector are against me.This made me struggle with me having a communication with people or even being open minded, i am scared that what ever i will say woun't b e accepted.

[lisa40509]

Deizi,

You are not even a minute bit responsible for anything that goes on in your parents marriage. Even if you acted out and ran around naked smoking pot would you hold any responsibility. You are their child and they are failing you. You deserve to feel safe, feel treasured, and most of all you deserve happiness & security. I beg you to find a therapist to help sort out your feelings and set up a plan to assist you. You deserve all this and more!! Warm wishes!!

[deizi]

thank you so much that means alot