I have a feeling, like a buzz inside, a loudness allowing no peace!

[Jujenki]

When I’m never hungry but feel the empty. When I’m always tire but never sleep. When high awareness is combined with psychosis, filled with anger and confusion! While living in silence, because everyone has betrayed you, “too to bottom” on Earth. I am capable of great harm; however I choose peace, and so the snakes whisper and do everything around me in secret. I managed business and was very successfully so I became a target! I don’t do drugs or gamble nor drink alcohol, so I’m the cop to hide things from! I’m not invited because I’m happy without destructive behaviors. Now, the only thing keeps me sane is gone, my job! My income! And all because I trusted!

[Sambler]

Me, I see worms feasting on my mind as MS covers my brain with more and more white matter lesions. I have lost short term memory although I know my postal code from when I was seven. I've lived with depression since forever. Like many depressives I show only a happy and funny side of my personality to others; they would be shocked to know how often I cover my cat with my tears and slice up my body with knives in an effort to let the pain out. Sounds like we are on the same page.