Changes

[Dragon3695]

I went to the office here where I live to tell them I will be moving out by October 1st. My mind has been going haywire and I have just been a torn and twisted bag of emotions today. After the last fight with my best friend, I was finally able to see all the damage I have caused to our relationship over the past year. I know the move is something we both need but I am so scared of moving out on my own because after all the damage I have done while she was constantly fighting with me to wake up, open my eyes, and see all she was ever trying to do was be a true friend and help me out as much as she could and I fought her every step of the way. Now the damage has been done and there is no going back. I wish I had done everything differently and been more consistent with the effort I put into changing myself to be a better more healthy of me. Now I am living on pins and needles as I wait to find out if there is anything left I can save of this relationship with her. Either way I know it is my fault and I will live with the consequences of my actions for the rest of my days.

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I believe there is always a way back. You may have to work extremely hard to fix this friendship, but do not give up. Never lose the hope, without it, what is left? Perhaps after you move out, the relationship will heal. Sometimes a little time and distance can heal us.🌈

[Isinatra]

There’s a good chance that by moving, your friendship will become better. That old saying…familiarity breeds contempt? I had a very good friend share my place once. It almost ruined our friendship. I know each situation is different, but moving will bring some fresh air in and you both can regroup. I hope you enjoy your new place.