Trust

So if I don’t trust people is that a reflection of myself? That I don’t trust myself or a reflection of my upbringing. I have usually been in situations where someone else has more to gain.

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Is it that I don’t trust myself to give more than I want to?

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Wow, the feelings are just pouring out today.

[fauxartist]

I think I give people the benefit of the doubt, but you kinda get a radar over the decades too. I usually trust unless someone gives me reason not to trust them. And these days it's not a bad idea to give trust a bit of time.

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Also I think people didn’t trust me to make the decision they wanted me to make. So after awhile I just did what they wanted so they would leave me alone. I just tired of fighting controlling people.

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I got so tired of battling all the time. Just to be my f*****g self. So I learned breathe more quietly so to speak.