All of my High School friends are outside having fun. And some going to Hawaii and other places, going out to eat. Having kids.
While I’m stuck at home not being able to work with no income for me to go out and enjoy anything outside.
This whole week I relapsed just been in bed all day and look at other people enjoy their lives with a normal brain.
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Don’t apologize i totally understand where your coming from i am sad as well that some people that i know get to travel much kindness and support
I don't like that word normal. What is normal anyway. We are all individual. Of course I get your point though. Here to listen
What makes you think you don’t have a normal brain? Often our symptoms are due to our experiences.
Your high school friends’ lives aren’t as awesome as they might seem on social media.
Do you have any hobby?Is there something you like to do just for fun?
I am not a person that like to go out for vacations. I am not a social person either.
I really like to stay in home and no going outside for anything. Well, just when I need to work.
But, besides that, I really like to watch movies.
Anything that makes me laugh and makes me dream. Anything that makes me happy.
You can try to find what do you like to do. Maybe you can try something new.
I understand that you would like to go out like your friends, but remember that this is not a good time to do so. With this pandemic you need to stay safe.
Keep looking for something to do that makes you happy.
Sorry you are feeling down, but consider that some of your friends might come back with covid and be quite sick. You don't have to worry about this.
I know this is sad friend, but I have learnt in life to accept certain things and prevent some and if you look at your situation, where does yours fit?
Venting
Venting
Sorry
Paroxetine taper/venting 
