What else?

[Amelua]

I feel totally unmotivated and anxious for death to do its part. The one I love, is the one causing most harm, I can't break the bond, others tell me just get rid of that person. It's not easy, and I feel I will feel guilt the rest of my life. If I was to do it, I fear other relations will throw it in my face forevermore. What can solve a problem like this? I only see death as the solution to end every pain, worry, or concern all at once and forever!!!!

[Hidden]

How are you there

What a dilemma you are in. Sorry you have to go through this. I think your heart knows the answer but your emotions are taking over. I am responding to the part that death is the better solution. You know that is not true. You are not wrong for wanting to end things because you don't want to feel this pain anymore but there is always a solution, most of us were where you are right now but we waited a little bit longer. You will realize that if you hold on just, just a little bit longer you would have made a better decision. We are here for you

[Amelua in reply to Hidden]

Thanks for your response and time.

[Hidden in reply to Amelua]

Thank you that is why we are here to support one another

[lillyofthevalley37]

Very sorry for what seems like a difficult situation , take care of yourself give yourself treats and breaks

[Amelua in reply to lillyofthevalley37]

Thanks for your response and time.