Feeling so empty and worthless...

[Kangaroo_Alice]

my Lexapro adjustment isn’t working. I have fleeting thoughts of not being around anymore. Fleeting, but still.

People who don’t have to struggle with mental illness don’t know how freaking lucky they are.

[Sadmama]

You are so right. It is easy to say cheer up but they don’t understand that it is not that easy. Talk to your doctor if it doesn’t improve and keep reaching out.

[Kangaroo_Alice in reply to Sadmama]

Yeah I messaged my doc for the second time in a few days and I’m still waiting to hear back.

[SheWrote]

I hear you. If you have never dealt with anything like this, it is truly hard to understand. I have battled the same thoughts you are battling with. I battled all of that for 40 years... but, God got me through it and freed me. One thing that is super important is, don't ever quit fighting, that is key. And, as you know, sometimes once you get past the hard part it gets a bit easier. Push through, you are so much stronger than you think and it is SO worth it!!!! Praying for you and sending big hugs!!!