I'm still stuck

[Ivy_chan5]

Can I forgive myself over something I did to my mom with an evil intention in my mind but which was a completely harmless action like closing a door? Many things have happened to me till now but I never wanted it to affect my mother. I have been on meds since that month and have attempted suicide 7 times... my counsellor has been helpful but I am yet to complete the total number of sessions... I want to be the way I was before.. enthusiastic and goofy..has anyone of you had a similar experience or know someone like me? I want to do so much for my family

[hypercat54]

Oh just noticed your post isn't locked. I really don't want my reply to be read by anyone on the internet at will. To lock your post click on more underneath it, edit, then before you repost click on the 'community only' option. This will remain a lot more private.I will have to delete my response otherwise. Thank you.

Ivy_chan5

[Isinatra]

Taking care of yourself and striving to feel better would be a great gift to your family. Who could ask for more? ❤️🏄‍♀️

[hypercat54]

Deleted my reply.