Lately been feeling really tired physically and mentally and I get a lot of sleep like their is nothing wrong with my sleeping schedule. But i just feel unmotivated, like im being on 4 main classes, have band haven't done a single lesson ( and we get graded on it ) Was set in what i wanted to do for college , taking college classes already in high school. But now im just tired like I feel like it dosnt matter. My parents will always think is never good enough like first quarter I feel I did great 95 and up on all my classes except my college class and That f**ing class kicks my ass like I da try . They focused on that saying thats all that I do all day. May i remind you I work 7 days a week and on top of that I have school works and being fu**ing mentally unstable. yes thats all that I do.
Quote of the day
no one notice the tears the sadness the pain but they all notice your mistakes.
I like this quote because dealing with addiction and other fu**ed up stuff I being judged a lot, But no one has really taken the time to be like to ask if im good. like im just tired whats the point. fuck everything honestly