Feeling strength to face myself one step at a time

Im just getting rid of my internet again for now. I know it may sound strange but when I have a bad trigger I can escape into obsessive behaviour (in this case youtube) and it takes decisive action to break the flow. Its as though life can feel too scary to live and I feel too uncomfortable with myself to feel alone without anything to hide behind. Im feeling a bit stronger now to face myself. But I dont have the ability right now to just have things and keep them in their place. I have an obsessive nature. So Im going to remove my internet connection for now. Thanks for everyone's support and care and helping me feel stronger to face myself. I will drop in when I get wifi access. I really appreciate all the kindness.

Much love to you all 👍 💞🌻💛

[FriendlyDude]

Placing yourself in a position that’s free of temptation is a wise decision. A lesson everyone can benefit and learn from. I hope it all works out, I believe in you

[Tillymay]

You take great care and remember we are here when you need us.Stay safe my friend.xxx

[lillyofthevalley37]

My Mum used to make a fuss of my brother and just ignored me I was top at everything at school but was neglected at home my brother was thick. It stays with you but I have blossomed by knowing and loving God and Jesus, they love me and as long as they love me I don't care so much about others - in fact I.get on better with others because I am not so needy of their approval No amount of psychotherapy can match a loving living relationship with our Father God and our Lord Jesus

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[FearIsALiar]

Take care! Hope to see you soon