Stress at work

[PeaceArie]

Hello community,

I want to ventilate a bit.

It is the end of the year and at work it is really stressful. We have to ship some tools to customers and the organisation is very shitty.

I hate it. I so fucking hate it.They made all things at last minutes.

I am having a hard time coping with it. Sometimes i am afraid to burn out. I worked all the weekend and i did not have rest.

I have sometimes thoughts that my brain is smoking from the high load.

Some times when someone tells me something i don t like i want to say fuck you man don t say this to me.

I want to be up to the challenge but i have the feeling managers don t care about our health. This is the capitalistic world where they only care about profit.

Also i have a lot of to do list, i have to call the bank to pay my debts, i have to pay taxes and it is hell of a load.

Also i have a new girlfriend and i am seeing her for the first time in a week. I am stressed to see her. Will she like my face, will she say i am fat- that i smell cigarets.

I want to do a lot in the same time. I want to loose weight- stop smoking- wake up early.

I am so pissed of because i don t wake up early.

I am having some paranoia thoughts that people are from secret service and they want to test me to see if i suceed.

It is very tough time for me. I am afraid that i burn out.

Thanks for your support,

Peace

[Bigneil1]

Take care, try to take one step at a time

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Hi I just wanted to say I have been suffering burnout from work related stress and I’ve been taking time out before I make myself ill - which happened before and I ended up losing sleep and a lot of weight from it

Please take care 🤗 xx