What do you need? How can you get it?

[Starrlight]

I need to get motivated to clean. I need to focus on one section at a time, while playing music and keeping the outcome in mind.

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Finish my holiday baking, need groceries so need get to Walmart (ugh of all places I hate), get back with my sanity in check to finish up my sugar cookies (need to decorate them) I bake every year, which should be a calming exercise.

I’m seeing both my daughters come $&@# or high water before Christmas Day. I haven’t seen my newborn granddaughter that was born a few weeks ago yet.

The pic you posted is beautiful and perfect, not a flaw on that flower. I’m looking for the Christmas star early evening as well. That’ll be amazing to see.

Take care Starrlight, a clean home always feels amazing. Have a great day. 🌺💜🌺💜🌺💜

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Happy baking and I’m so excited for you to meet your granddaughter omg that is huge!

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

💜💜💜

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[Starrlight]

Yes! We eventually get there we’ll or wherever we are meant to be I believe. The journey can reach so much. Some days a small victory is such a huge step over a bridge to another bigger victory.

I just love you Faux!!! Thanks for being excited for me and sweet that you like hearing how I’m doing. Yes I was miserably ill for so long so much suffering.

What are you up to today?

[Starrlight]

I kept trying even when I believed there was no way of getting better for me. I think I stayed for love, for my kids, so they wouldn’t go through me leaving and to do the right thing even when nothing really seemed right to me where my mind was. In a way I did it for my brother who could not handle his pain anymore. I recently told my kids, who have been wondering for a long time, that he killed himself and I told them about what he was like and in doing so it brought light to me where there was a barrier holding me back the healing.

[Starrlight]

So true!!!

[Nothing_but_books]

I tried your link, but I don't understand. Is this self-help lessons, or for professionals?

[Starrlight in reply to Nothing_but_books]

I didn’t put any link; I’m confused.

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Starrlight]

I don't know what happened, the message I responded to is not here anymore. Someone posted two links. One was to "Your Voice Matters". I was not asking you about that link, but rather the unknown person who left it. ????

So you know I'm not imagining this, here is one of the links they left:

yourvoicematters.com/

Sorry for the confusion.

[Starrlight in reply to Nothing_but_books]

Oh yeeeaaah I don’t know where it went.

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Starrlight]

Agora just messaged me that it was deleted by administration because they don't allow business posts.

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Dang it Starr... I've been sitting on my couch trying to will myself to clean and then I see this. Now I HAVE to get up and do it! 😅 Thank you for the motivation

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

😂 awesome

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

All I had to do was clean my bathroom and I just finished! I blasted Beyoncé and went for it. Cleaning the fish tank now, and then Loki's cage after. You're the best motivator ever 😂 My animals and I thank you ❤️

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

😆 yaaaay! I’m cleaning again today. Got the bigger stuff done and now I need to clean an aquarium for our new toad friend.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Toad?!?! 😆 Ohhh I am so jealous! Does it have a name?

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Hi CJasmin! Yup my 8 year old named him Toady. 😆 we will keep him until Spring and take him to a wooded area with a stream.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Aww that's lovely ❤️ Lucky lil Toady

[Agora1]

Hi Starrlight x

The Christmas gifts are all bought waiting and waiting to be wrapped.

I don't know if I'm waiting for a miracle that the good little elves may wrap

them for me lol

But tomorrow is another day and I promised myself that takes priority.

We all procrastinate at times. And that's okay. xx

[Starrlight in reply to Agora1]

😂 ❤️

[Dubba61]

Just how I do my Cleaning Starrlight. Glad to hear you doing so well. Have a Good Christmas🎄

[Starrlight in reply to Dubba61]

You too Merry Christmas!

[Starrlight]

One day life is the greatest next it looks shitty to the negative mind. Such extremes ...I’m trying to see reality but I guess we all have a slightly at least reality.

[HopeWithSmile]

I need to stop constantly thinking. How? I have no idea! 😆🤦🏻‍♀️

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That's good at least you know...