It’s 1 am right now and I just cannot fall asleep. I feel like no matter how many people are around me I just feel so lonely. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and why do I feel like I have no one. But have you guys ever just wanted like a hero.. someone that could save you from your own mind? I just hate my brain, I hate being left alone with my thoughts. I feel like everyday my own head is torturing me and I just don’t know how to fix it. I wanna feel good and I just want to stop hating myself but I don’t know how. Nothing seems to work. I don’t find joy on anything anymore.
I’m also so scared that I’ll be alone for the rest of my life because no one will want to deal with someone like me.
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Hello there, I am new in this forum and this is my absolute first reply to a post. Tbh I guess I kind of feel what you might be going through. I live in an environment with plenty of close people around but still almost everytime I am in this I hate everything mood. Occasionally I realize I should feel grateful and satisfied and I might for a bit but then back to square on. I have been going through this phase for almost 6 years now since I was 17 and it just sucks, I keep hoping for tomorrow or future to get better. It’s definitely a strange challenge!
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