Today I feel the loneliness is too much. I’ve been estranged from my very limited family for a month and a half. I’m socially isolated. I’ve been battling social anxiety/social difficulties for 16 years, and I still haven’t gained much, though it’s a lot better than before. I’m tired of fighting, I wish it were easier, and I wish I could get what I need or know where to find it or how to find it. This all leads to depression, much better since I take medication, but there are still ups and downs. Anyway, just writing this helps, before this site I would just hold everything in, which makes it feel much bigger. Thanks for listening.