I hate holidays

[PeaceandWar]

I miss my mom. My entire family is toxic and on both sides. If I could wish to have anyone I wish I had my mom. I have my son and it feels good to have him but I miss my mom and always get depressed around holidays. Did I mention that I’m depressed? I tried to have a good holiday for my son and I but he didn’t like what I cooked so I let him go with his fathers side of the family for thanksgiving ( he’ll have more fun there). I can tell it’s depression because I become irate with son for the little things he do. I wish I could be better. I wish someone wanted to be around.

[Mary-intussuception]

I'm sorry you're missing your Mom.

Sorry for what you're going through now.

Hope it passes.

Hold on in there,

and you just remember -

how Precious and Beautiful you are.

💐

🤗

xx

[Ashh3]

I have been feeling like shyt. I feel weak unmotivated don’t have an appetite and no desire to talk. I’ve been isolating and my grandma who raised me and has my heart passed nothing has been the same since she passed. I started dreading the holiday season and just wish I could fast forward them. I haven’t showered and have been in bed for a couple of days. I’m also struggling with depression your not alone.

[Moosue in reply to Ashh3]

Your grieving love xxx

[OogieS]

Please breathe and take each moment one at a time. Your mom is with you in your heart and your son loves you very much. Don’t worry about making everything perfect — just avoid conflict and play with your son as much as you can.

[Bluemarie]

Sorry to hear your thoughts. Please try to think about something good! My family is toxic and I get it. Please hang in there and at least you tried.