Feeling alone in Rhode Island

[BQ1312]

Hello everyone. I'm BQ1312 , I'm 43 years old from Rhode Island I'm here looking for people to talk to. I have a laundry list of issues and have not received any treatment in over 20 years.

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B1,

What caused you to decide to get treatment after 20 years.???

Cat

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[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

Just lost the love of my life of 21 years I was brutally beaten up by her. Now my problems are kicking into overdrive

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

BQ1,

I really wish you might talk to me.

I get so few replies.

And the few people I really care about always Ghost me in the end.

I’m incredibly Lonely

Please write,

The Cat

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[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

My last 21 years have been a lie .. it's a hard pill to swallow man

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

How a lie ?

Why do you think you hid the Truth for 21 years

[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

Because I never told anybody and I hid all of my physical and mental abuse that I was going through. I have had my life threatened multiple times in the past month by her and multiple dudes. I am not afraid for my life. I am afraid what I might do if someone approaches me. My question is this I called the police last Monday at 3:45 in the afternoon to make a complaint and nobody came to my house.

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

What did the police say to do?

[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

NOTHING!!! They never showed up.

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

It's real helpful if you put everything in wetting I mean writing

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[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I went to jail twice for less than that

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[Agora1 in reply to BQ1312]

BQ1312, I'm a little confused...maybe if you feel comfortable, it might help us help you

if you explain a little more about the situation. Do you still consider her the love of your life even after the brutal beatings?? What problems are going into overdrive?? Retaliation? Or does she have something on you that she is holding over your head?

We want to help support you. This story seems very distressing for you. Let us help

even if it's just to listen. We care xx

[BQ1312 in reply to Agora1]

No I just want her to leave me alone. I found out she cheated on me for seven years when I confronted her over it she brutally attacked me if you want to talk about it I will message you privately

[BQ1312 in reply to BQ1312]

There's alot more 😔

[Dallas_Cowboys]

Hi! Welcome! Just reach out and we will grab your hand. I’m sorry to hear about your situation. We are here for you.

[FearIsALiar]

Welcome to the group! We are here to support you 😊

[Shnookie]

So sorry 😐 about your situation. We R all here 4 U but U need to seek out professional help as well. I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ how long U were abused by your exgirlfiend but this has to really hurt 😞 your psyche. U might need meds to help ease the pain of this situation. The one thing I would definitely tell to not attempt to go on a rebound romance. Now is the time toheal yourself. U mention being stuck for 20 years and you were with her 4 21 Years.

Sounds like there is a correlation between this. I’m here 4 U hugs 🤗

Shnookie!

[BQ1312 in reply to Shnookie]

I've been trying my hardest. But my issues are rushing at me like a

[BQ1312 in reply to BQ1312]

Tidal wave

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Hello neighbor. 20 years? That's a long time. We're all here to help

[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

Even longer when it was VERY ABUSIVE FOR THE LAST 10 YEARS.😔

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

😔😔

[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

I got beat up pretty bad on October 9th. Busted my face up giving me a black eye and a fractured orbital socket.

[Hidden in reply to BQ1312]

Holy shit, who did that? Hope you're ok

[BQ1312 in reply to Hidden]

My kids mother 😔