The daily struggle

[Earthchild10]

Today is one of those days. I feel drained, exhausted and just the need to curl up in my bed and go sleep. I don't enjoy my work environment as it is toxic and i feel it could drain my energy further. There are so many physical symptoms which i experience. There are times i feel dizzy, times i feel a random pain under my left arm, below my left rib cage, at times i wake up with a sore stiff body, last night i had trouble with my tummy which had an occasional pain which comes and goes. Last night prior going to bed as i drank water i literally felt myself floating and i was so afraid I was going to lose balance, i just went to bed and slept.

I've been to doctors for check ups, then i'm always told my sugar levels are okay, as well as my blood pressure and heart rate. Is just his my anxiety messing with me? or should i get further opinions regarding my health? I could do with some sound advice.

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Do your toxic coworkers team up to hurt or upset you, then when they see they have, look so Happy and Delighted and Laugh and Laugh and Laugh, while you are looking at them in pain?

My first therapist said my coworkers are going to Hell. That was her opinion of them.

Believe it or not that was 35 Years ago and I am still in pain over why did they do that.

Do any of your coworkers do this, or was I just cursed with this bunch of retards, morons and Assholes -

Still in pain because of them,

Chris

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[Earthchild10 in reply to Hidden]

To be honest they don't because i dont allow them to walk over me or bully me. I switch off or ignore their bullshit. I just have a co worker that passes down all her work to me but gets praised for the end result in the end. So annoying. The environment I'm in consist of management which is not productive and sees a loophole out, not to do anything. So it's a ripple effect, where it becomes my responsibility and its not. If i look at the positives, i gain experience, however its hard to be in an environment where people are LAZY. I'm currently doing the job of 3 people. So its hard and im extremely frustrated.

[Hidden in reply to Earthchild10]

You made me remember i did my friends hardest work on Saturday night for no pay. She reported to da boss that she corrected all my errors, when there were no errors. Nice

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Is killer you don't let them bully you.

I didn't know how to do that at the time.

Now I know how. You have to immediately be very Mean and intentionally Nasty back, then walk away with a little grin.

They are sick to make me have to act this way.

Sorry to make you hear my life horrors...