I hate everything about myself.

My life never seems to get better, it just gets worse. I'm really sad right now, sorry.

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Thank you, so nice to hear from you again!!!🙂

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Thanks. These are really dark times we are all living in. I mean, sometimes I wonder if Armeggedon is coming!!! Like how did things in the USA get this bad??? I think whoever is working as a newscaster is really stressed out!!! Once in a while I will watch Anderson Cooper on CNN, and sometimes I think he looks like he's about to go insane and lose it! I think I would if I had that guy's job. Ugghhhh.

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I'm really sorry youre in this pain. No need to be sorry. I know the struggle and it can be absolutely brutal. I'm only in a decent position today because a random doctor found out I had thyroid problem in the emergency room after I had a suicide attempt. If it wasnt for that I would still be in a desperate position today. Things can change in an instant. But they can also drag on for what feels like an eternity. I wish the best for you and that you can get the changes you need soon.

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Hold on there friend wait for the energy to change and ride it 🙏

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Perhaps some Old Phil Collins to lighten the sadness. I know you like your 80’s jams!

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Please don’t put yourself down. Find something like a nice smooth stone or a note reminding you that you are a strong and beautiful soul and when you start to feel down and when you notice it in your pocket, it can remind you how special you are.

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Thank you so much. I just got into a fight with my dad. He can be so pushy and inconsiderate. I lost it and swore at him. Now I'm the one who gets the blame. It's hell trying to deal with a narcissist who's out to get you.

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Googoodillsfan, I feel for you. I have a father who is very critical of others rude as hell can never be wrong can never take responsibility for his own actions and I try the best I can to simply ignore it but I find myself getting annoyed.

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It's hard to ignore it when it is constantly directed at me. It was better when I didn't have to live with him. Now he's just a mean bitter old man. I'm at a coffee shop right now just to stay away from him. He's a total bully. I don't mean to be so derogatory, but I'm fed up, tired of putting up with it. Maybe I might as well be totally homeless. I don't know anymore.

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Oh I get it now. So sorry you are going through that! ((((((((((Hug))))))))) sending you good vibes((((((

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Thank you so much for being really kind towards me. I know I can be intense and sometimes I reveal too much of my darkness. People like you are what gives me hope. I wish you the best-(hugs)!!!🙂❤️