Just gonna rant a bit

[WiltedFlower]

lately i've been living like i'm gonna die tomorrow. I have been thinking like I have no consequences to my actions. I used to live like this, and I thought I changed b/c I stopped doing that. But this happened while I was in treatment centers, but now I am home and I am acting like this again, and I want to try to make it right to move forward permanently. I have apologized to those I have effected and done wrong. I just needed to get things off of my chest and write away my feelings.

Thanks for listening and supporting me, guys. I really appreciate how helpful everyone is here. I want to do the same though, so message me on bad days, or your good days and lmk how you're feeling b/c I would like to repay the favor and help you guys out. I'm hella into psychology and helping others out. idk, my way of giving back I guess. i dunno what to call it.

[Agora1]

Hi WiltedFlower, I call it "passing it forward" Our experiences in life can help others

and actually ourselves as well when we extend our empathy.

I have a question for you. My daughter who was my foster child and now adopted by me,

has had Anorexia for over 10 years. She is in her 20's and refuses any help. I see in your

other posts that you have dealt with that issue. Even though you are younger what are

your thoughts in supporting someone going through ED? Thank you xx

[WiltedFlower in reply to Agora1]

I think that maybe she doesn't want to change if she isn't getting help. You have to want to change to push yourself forward and trying to change. How come she doesn't want any help?

[Agora1 in reply to WiltedFlower]

I think you are absolutely correct in that she doesn't want to change or is afraid to change. It's so sad to see her life wasting away. I got her from DCFS when she was

2 yrs old. She had been abandoned in her crib. She has 4 other siblings who went

on to become responsible adults with children. She keeps playing the past of her

biological parents choosing drugs over their children.

WiltedFlower thank you so much for reaching out to me. I wish I could save her

but she needs to want it. Take care and know that I'm just a message away when

you need a friend. xx

[WiltedFlower in reply to Agora1]

you're so sweet, I'm here for you too if you need it. Also maybe showing her reasons to be a bit healthier might also help.

[Agora1 in reply to WiltedFlower]

Thank you, I really appreciate hearing from you xx