Long time

[Mishell11]

Hi everyone.

I hope everyones safe and going well.

Being busy with work but have been bottling up all my emotions and i dont have my journal to scribble down.

Everything is shining around me,

I dont know if i am failing to realise it

Or my unconsious mind trying to neutralise it.

Be it anything, i am not being given a small validation by anyone.

I am not alone i have so many people around me, but none to understand me.

My energy is failing to realise my potential, due to the non- validation from people, even after putting the whole of me me in whatever i do.

I want to cry.

Iwant to call someone and say, hey i am fucked up . I need help.

But i dont think anyone would ever understand it.

My mind is messed up, yet i keep myself controlled and smile the entire time.

I dont know, the people i like keep reducing day by day and i start moving away from people.

I am not happy. I am not excited.

I just want a break. A huge break.

I hope corona find its way out of this world soon, so that i can leave and find peace somewhere else.

[Ladybug9]

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