Feeling Alone and Unloved

[purplepower82]

I have basically spent the past week in my room. I shut down sometimes, but this has been the worst. I don't just cry, I all out SOB! And I shake and think that I am going to die alone. It has been horrible! (Cliff notes since too long) Daughter estranged from me since Nov 2018. My 18 yr old favorite cat and "therapy"cat had to be put to sleep in Jan. A unique feral cat came into my life later in Feb, just when I needed her. She was 14 and got very sick and I had to put her to sleep 2 weeks ago. My family says I am not a burden, but their actions prove otherwise. I have to ASK for a hug when I obviously need one. I just want someone to love me, even with all my faults. I just want to be held. I haven't had that in 12 years. I feel like I am going to jump out of my skin I am NOT the awful person my daughter portrays me to be. I PROMISE YOU THAT!

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[Butterfly20_]

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[alockie]

I am sorry to know your story and can understand what you are feeling. I would recommend reading Healing Your Heart From Pet Loss Grief: Five Steps to Begin Your Journey by Wendy Van de Poll that helps you heal your the vacancy in your heart. It's free Amazon book, and you can download it at no cost for you. You will find more information on meowpassion.com/health/heal... Sending hugs