So, I got my results back for the STDS and I am happy to say I'm clean. I can't express how relieved this makes me. I feel like I actually have a chance to start over and do things right this time around. I'm kind of excited honestly, and happy that I have an answer about this. It really is a heavy burden that I feel is lifted and I couldn't be happier about it. Other good news is that I just graduated with my associates degree in Social Science and received a medal from Phi Theta Kappa for being an honors student. I know I still have a lot of concerns and struggles with life and depression but I have to admit, things are getting a bit better And it's nice to feel like I kinda have a second chance at life. I still feel I have a far ways to go with my mental and physical health but I'm glad I'm at least achieving some goals. So yeah, Just a couple good updates and waiting to see how everything else goes.
Thank you all for the encouragement and support!