How to cope

[Saravjkkh]

he past month i had exams (the last year in high school that determins which university i will get into) i did horribly bad in the last exam though i knew the answers once i got out of the school i don't know what was wrong with me

Few days before that my mom and dad had a big fight (he is abusive i don't blame her) and my mom left home and left me and my siblings with my dad till now she didn't even call.

I can't stop crying and cutting my skin(my entire leg is filled with scars). My future is over and I don't wanna see my grades. I know it's my fault i failed everyone and myself and my mom isn't here which makes me very stressed

All i do now is looking for ways to kill myself

How do i cope with all that? I just wanna smash my head. I don't want to and i can't face the reality

[myfavoritehobby]

I dont really know. You are doing good by sharing this. I have been cutting my skin and very depressed for a long time so I am with you. Please dont kill yourself yet. Give it some more time. To be honest I am in a bad spot too so Im sorry I cant be much help just dont do it yet. Give yourself some time to maybe recover and search for help. I dont know if you have a therapist but maybe search for that? You are dealing with a lot of intense stuff at once so of course you are going to be sad. Don't blame yourself for being sad. Feel free to chat me on here at any time if you need someone to talk to. I am 19 so we are about the same age. I am a guy and not from egypt so I cant really relate to you on much else but we are about the same age. Just please dont kill yourself now. Give it a little while to work itself out maybe.

[Myre]

Hi Saravjkkh,

I can't face reality either on a daily basis, my siblings are over achievers and I constantly feel like a failure. I am not gonna tell you it will be alright cos I don't know myself but we gotta remember this is only a phase, it's temporary; we just have to help one another recover.