I’ve been successfully Ativan free for close to a year! But now I’ve suffered from insane weight gain from the Remeron and just started tapering off of that. Not looking forward to ANOTHER taper. And at least with the Ativan taper I had the Remeron to rely on. :/
I know if I did it once, I can do it again. But I’m so scared of all of my anxiety symptoms rushing back. Just the thought of this taper gave me anxiety before I even started it. I used to be on Trazodone and am thinking of asking my psychiatrist to put me back on that. I hate the thought of just trading medicines but I guess I need to grow up and accept the fact that I just NEED medicinal help. I don’t judge others for it. Idk why I judge myself.