Praying

[Vannessasedillo]

I keep praying every day for god to heal me. I'm trying so hard to pull myself together bit sometimes I wana break down in tears because im going through all this ugh why is it always something goin on with me and why is it so hard to fix 😞💯im so tired god please heal me because im trying so hard not to lose myself like I really dont wana give up 😞

[Starrlight]

You. Are. Strong... so strong... you will make it. I am healing too... let’s be patient... blessings to you, beautiful Vannessedillo! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[Vannessasedillo in reply to Starrlight]

Okay il try to be strong thankyou😭🙏❤❤❤

[Starrlight in reply to Vannessasedillo]

((((((((((((Hug)))))))))))) sending over positive vibes((((( I’m so sorry things are so tough right now. I’ll say a prayer for you now.

[Marc787]

Hello Vannessasedillo, visualize in your mind, yourself the best version you can be, if that will be inner love, happiness, joy, peace, confidence, strong, outgoing, independent, talented, rich, what ever you see in your mind, see it, believe in it will be deep down in your heart. The Universe & God will answer you. 💓✌😄.

[tanishajazmyn]

You can do this hun..you will get through it don’t give up because better days are ahead. I claim healing IJN 🙏🏽❤️

[Vannessasedillo in reply to tanishajazmyn]

Thankyou I really needed that im so depressed but I'm trying hard to keep my head up I just feel so weak but I gotta try 😞🙏💪

[Silverlining101]

Im up been feeling the same way. Better days are coming no matter what dont give up. Every day no matter how weak and depressed you feel eat stay hydrated and find something to do even if its just a ride through the city. The more you lay around the weaker you become. Then anxiety will be in full effect. I have been looking into diy projects and minimizing my surroundings. I pray for you. Hang on its coming.

[Vannessasedillo in reply to Silverlining101]

Thankyou I'm trying so hard but every day out of nower I get so red ugh but il try

[Silverlining101 in reply to Vannessasedillo]

Like flushed red? Not sure if i understand could be because your panicked. Try to stay occupied and if you haven't gone to the doctor make an appointment could be low in something.

[Vannessasedillo in reply to Silverlining101]

I know it my stomach doing it because when I eat certain food of anyfood really I get red too like rashy red and sometimes it would get super super red like bad red

[Silverlining101 in reply to Vannessasedillo]

Are you allergic to berries my daughter does that with strawberries

[Hidden]

Don’t give up, your worth it, I know it’s hard, but you can do it. We are all here for you!❤️

[Vannessasedillo in reply to Hidden]

Thankyou ❤🙏

[Want2BHappy3]

Have you looked into counseling? You need help to pull yourself together? Please don’t talk to friends and family about what you’re going through they’ve won’t be of any help they’ll start to avoid you and get frustrated with you wanting you to get over it. That’s what friends are doing to Me. I have an appointment with a new counselor next week. So see about getting Help.

[Silverlining101 in reply to Want2BHappy3]

Sorry to hear that about your friends. That happened to me with my best friend. Once we fell out i really sat her down and told her how i felt. She replied that she was upset that i didnt tell her 1st. I told her that i didnt know how too afraid of being judged and that she wouldn't understand. We have since become stronger. The worse you can do is separate yourself for long periods of time. Trust me. Confined in someone you can trust. I felt exactly how you feel now.

[Want2BHappy3 in reply to Silverlining101]

Hi Star, glad to hear you were able to get your friendship back on track. I’m annoyed with here cutting me of and being Rude. I don’t treat her that way, Not saying she owes Me anything but I have been there for her taking her to doctors appointments. Driving her around when she can’t. Seems that she has somebody else who’s helping her, so Now she can’t seem to be bothered with me. So I’m going to step away from her. So thanks for supporting me Bless You 🙏

[Silverlining101 in reply to Want2BHappy3]

Funny you call me star. Thats what some of my friends call me. As far as your friend yup sometimes you have to fall back for a while. They were the cause of your stress taking them back and forth and not wanting to say no. I had one friend that we would both help each other through. She basically started feeling better and i was upset that I couldn't and she eventually stopped calling all the time or would always act busy but really be out with her other not so complicated friends. It hurts but i have other support and i hope you do too. Far as that friend for now I feel better without her. She would always scare me into having an attack not intentionally just the choice of advise she would give. See what happens and find happiness within yourself again. Im starting to find mind when there was not even a needle point of light. Get cute and Enjoy this beautiful day.

[Junella]

I am praying for you right now. We have each other and a Father who loves us. Give your illness to him and gain strength. Cooperate with some action. Walking helps me and talking by phone Follow a good diet. Read faith building material and make a list of thanks. All of this helps resilience. Deep breathing for 15 mins a day and as needed works. I find that I must do the opposite of my feelings. If I feel like sitting or laying I get up and move. Organize my closet or desk perhaps. Pray all day just say Jesus help me if you are Christian. Finally don’t believe those automatic negative thoughts. They are addictive and the depressed anxious mind is lier. Tell them so.

[Silverlining101 in reply to Junella]

I needed to hear this too. Yes all of those are facts. I have been Trying them and have been moving around again. Im going to try the thanks list next. Thanks ☺

[Vannessasedillo in reply to Junella]

Thankyou❤

[propjock]

Oh Vanessa, I am so sorry. I hate depression, people can cope with many hardships, but with depression it is the ability to cope that is ill. I do not know why God does not heal, or takes His time about it! He knows how we feel about it, enough that He let these frustrations be included in the Bible. Psalm 22 (why have You forsaken me? Jesus prayed it), 34 (God is near to the broken-hearted), 43. There are more. Pour out your heart to God. He can take it. There’s good practical advice here on keeping going. Lord, sustain Vanessa! Open her eyes to see even the little good things, like the Cardinal singing. Enjoying little joys, just for themselves, weakens the grip.

[Vannessasedillo in reply to propjock]

Thankyou this means so much to me it made me cry because it means alot to me ❤🙏💪

[pink318]

Hi Vanessa,

I’m so sorry you are hurting. Have you talked to your counselor? I hope you get the help you need. Thank you for reaching out. I hope you will find comfort here in the forum.

Praying for you right now that God’s comfort and healing touch be upon you. The Bible says, give all your concerns to Him because He cares for you. I pray that you will stay strong as you surrender everything to Him. Please keep us posted, we are here for you.

[Sabio77]

@vennessasedillo, thank you for sharing. it hard in these times we live in right now. try to stay focused on positive and productive thoughts and actions.