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I can decide right now that they’ll never see me again

They can sit across, looking at me straight in the eyes... and still never see me again

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mrmonk

I don't know why, but this resonates with me right now.

in reply tomrmonk

Hello mrmonk , me too

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Starrlight

I feel this. Love to you. ❤️ Sometimes it’s hard to be seen.

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Hey sweetheart 🌻

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Starrlight in reply to

Hey beautiful you!

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Romne in reply toStarrlight

Or want to be seen even sometimes.

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Starrlight in reply toRomne

So true Romne!

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melbrown

Beautiful... Beautiful Sunflower ❤ to you & your family. Been keeping you in my thoughts.

in reply tomelbrown

Mel ❤️🌻🌻🌻 I hope you and your fam are staying safe

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melbrown in reply to

Thanks Danielle. 🌻❤ We are hanging in there... both my husband & I are able to work. Most of the time it's just my brother & I in the office... I'm glad for the distraction. It's still hard... my husband is in banking & my office does property management.... so we are extra aware of how financially people are suffering.

My heart goes out to so many... Sending big hugs... extra snuggles to Spidey.

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JEG325

D, you're here, I promise you. I see a hurt, young girl who deserves better. But, I acknowledge that you are here and I will stand up for you!

in reply toJEG325

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻❤️ you always know what to say, hope you and Sue are being careful and safe with this virus going around

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JEG325 in reply to

We are doing fine, D. Sue says hi and that we will both pray for you. Lots of love and ugs from us. Have a blessed day, my friend

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Syrena1999

Hiding inside yourself will only work for so long, is there something wrong, talking about it will make you feel better

in reply toSyrena1999

Talking is so exhausting at times

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hurtingheart1

Wow - would you mind sharing about this what is some of the meaning I’m really interested? If not it’s ok -I just feel it tho! But wonder what you’re really saying what it’s about?

in reply tohurtingheart1

They will only see the outside not the real me, I won’t show them Danielle, I’m hiding within

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hurtingheart1 in reply to

Ok thank you -I kinda wish I could do this - hide the real me inside somehow like having a protective shield and only the purest kindest gentlest souls can see the real me underneath

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Celtic27

Powerful

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❤️❤️

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English_Patient

Retreat to the ivory tower...a necessary protection for many.

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Iammesues in reply toEnglish_Patient

Yes! My ivory tower is my bed. Even if just sitting on the edge of it, makes me feel better, more protected there somehow.

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Kitten58

My first reaction was, isn't that kind of drastic?

Then I read the entire thing and thought my 2nd Ex. I knew more about her the first year then she ever did. 28 years. And now that we are divorced I have realized the I knew more about myself when I met her than I did after.

Way to much gas lighting.

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bluestars725

I understand 💚

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Iammesues

Exactly. Even when I allowed it, no one ever saw me. So now their opportunity is closed. I still sit in the presence of many, but none can really see me.

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