My 22nd birthday was Tuesday, I spent it alone crying my heart out over my ex. People didnāt remember as usual. My mom told me happy birthday literally 10 minutes before the day was over. Itās always been that way. People enjoying the fact they can use me till thereās nothing left then up and leaving once they are done with me and not even thinking that hey I could use the same love and energy back. I feel alone and I feel mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted. I want the void I feel to fade. I repeatedly say I want him back I miss him and then say no I donāt he treated you badly. Itās a constant back and forth in my head. Iām trying to be my own support and love but itās not enough. I want more than just me. I want someone to love me and hold me when I canāt hold myself. This is not how I wanted my life to be. My headache is really making crying worse.
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First of all, Happy Belated Birthday! I'm sorry that this is happening to you. It can be very hurtful when people don't remember your birthday and I'm sorry that you spent it that way. Just know that you came to the right place and you have support in this forum. Just know that you will eventually find what you're looking for. Don't lose hope! Just know that you matter and you are worthy of love. I don't have all of the answers but I wanted to offer some encouragement. I hope this helps a little
Dear, your will love again, you deserve better, I was in your place once upon a time years ago. Give it time, youāll realize it was the best thing to be over.ā¤ļøOh Happy Birthday!š
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