Unmovitation and depression

[mturner1233]

My parents tend to take me a little less than seriously, so I've never gotten a real test done by a doctor - so I don't know if I'm truly "depressed" - but here goes...

I've been struggling really bad, I'm a composer and keyboardist and sound designer and programmer and student and yada yada whatever. I have a multitude of things to do - I've got a bedroom studio, I can practice electric bass, I can play video games. But I'm currently laying in bed because nothing is worth doing because I don't feel the same happiness anymore and it feels useless and I can't commit to it. I'm hurting and my chest physically feels heavy for no reason and I'm super tired all the time even though it's a three day weekend and I've been sleeping in. I really don't know what's going on but therapy isn't an option because money is a little tight because of car maintenance, so I just look forward to my weekends and then waste them and I have no idea why. Can anybody please help me?

[mturner1233]

Thank you very much ❤️

[hypercat54]

Hi I am wondering if you are old enough to get part time work if money is so tight?

[mturner1233 in reply to hypercat54]

I am old enough but it isn't an option. Thanks though