Hi, friends ❤️ I'm not feeling well and happy today. I'm very sorry but this post is very negative ☹️ I'm feeling hurt, angry, misjudged, very very sad and depressed. I don't know whom I can share with but I want to share with you. Please try to understand I'm feeling very lonely and upset and I'm so alone with my feelings. Don't judge me please!
So I take phsyciatric medications for years and I don't know when will I don't need them anymore. When people know about my depression problem they think I'm crazy believe me I'm not crazy oh by the way if people think I'm crazy so ok think like that. I don't care but actually I care that's why their behaviour and stupid comments hurt me badly. I'm crying right now. When someone knows bout my depression issues and taking phsyciatric medications they don't want to marry me. It's not my fault that I have anxiety issues and taking meds for this. But the people really hurt my feelings and make me think I'm not normal. I'm done. I have enough. I can't understand their behaviour and I can't take it anymore. I'm remembering my past that was not good. I don't want to think about the past but I can't stop remembering I'm trying to stop these thoughts but they are coming in my mind. Some people have a very bad behaviour towards me and I don't know how to stop them. They always misjudge me. Sometimes I feel sorry for me and the other times I dislike me. I don't know what to say anymore. I'm just depressed and crying. Thank you for reading my post ❤️😊
You sound like a beautiful, sensitive and caring person.
And you ARE :
Precious & loved - you have great value.
Sometimes people can be so unkind.
Can you keep away from people who say unkind things for now? Just for the time being?
Treat yourself to your favourite food and drink lots of water.
Is there a nice park nearby you could go for a walk? Is the weather good enough just now. Take some deep breaths and try relax a little.
When you feel up to it, I think I would contact your doctor and call in for a medicines check/review. Make sure to be taking meds at the right intervals , what is necessary etc.
People often respond badly to mental health issues. They can't see what's wrong like they can see a broken leg and have been misinformed. I have dealt with this for a very long time. Try to remind yourself the problem is them. You take medication and do the best you can. I have cut contact with many people including my sister. Sometimes it hurts but I have to do what is best. I know you are hurting right now but please know there are people who will stand by you and those relationships will become stronger. HUGS!
Yes you are right, many people don't understand, mental health issues.
If you don't mind, may I ask you one question. Why did you cut contact with your sister? If you don't want to say something about this, I will not mind😊
My sister is a very toxic person. I don't think she's happy or has much self esteem so she projects on to others every chance she gets. I am her favorite target. She is also conniving. If you post something on fb she will make a hurtful comment on her fb page but never mention you by name. I have been physically and emotionally abused by her since she was born. The final straw was when she called me a narcissistic whore and told me my children were entitled. Those comments were made while we were at her house for a family birthday. I just cannot be around her. I feel overcome by darkness. My children see her and that is fine with me. They were afraid at first and didn't want to hurt me but I told them she was their aunt and I have no problem if they choose to have a relationship with her. And just for the record my ENTITLED children work hard for everything they have. My son is a firefighter/paramedic who works two jobs and owns his own home. My daughter is an RN on a hospital cardiac floor which is extremely stressful and has gone back to school for her Master Degree while working full time. So it's best for me to stay away from my sister. I don't need any more abuse. And I certainly don't need her to get mad and tell me to "go take another pill". I tried my best.
I'm very sorry to hear that. Your sister is very mean and disgusting person. Stay away from her. Your children are very hard working and have good personality.
Don't even think about your toxic sister. She doesn't deserve a kind and loving sister. She's very UNFORTUNATE and cruel.
Thank you. People think I'm awful for staying away from my sister. Especially since she lives in the area. I just ignore them. They don't know the whole story and don't need to. I only hope my sister finds peace and happiness someday.
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So scared
Feeling Down 
Severely depressed
If it's not as I pictured it
