Hi everyone. Oh my gosh I caught a cold that turned into bronchitis. I ended up as a patient. That really gets me depressed. I didn’t speak for two days. I just laid there staring at the ceiling.
I hate my body failures. I get depressed when I can’t pretend I’m able to succeed in my day. It will take my psyche longer than my body to overcome.
I’m home but can’t go back to work yet.
(Evil laughter) I shall make you crazy🤣🤣!
🤢maybe not.....
My love to everyone💛
Feel better, Doaty. Sorry you're not well.
I hope you get better soon. Our love goes out to you💕
Oh that stinks like garbage...I hope you're warming up honey and lots of fresh lemon..it's really good for you...sip on it all day....
Prays for you to be back in a flash...
Sparkles and dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs Doaty!
I missed you too. I wondered where you were. I hope you get well soon. Lots of love and hugs to you. xx
Best to you, beautiful! You’re getting there, enjoy the rest if you can. ((((((((Healing vibes((((((((((
Rest up. Glad you are back 
and we missed you as well doaty.
It's good to have you back. I know that routine well. It's like I'm barely getting by, then a little physical problem comes along and I don't have enough reserves to cope!
Hi Billsfriend.
I am like that too. Having a physical issue can put me over the edge.
How are you now?
Thanks for asking, right now I am just holding on for dear life. I want today to be special for my wife's birthday, but I am under Soo much pressure that the best I can do is just hold on. Oh well, the Sun will shine again. I just have to wait it out!
I know how you feel, I've just recovered from 2 weeks of bronchitis, coughing so bad I had to sleep sitting upright in an arm chair for most of that time. I had 2 courses if antibiotics and just wanted to say that if you were given antibiotics then when you finish the course it can leave you feeling drained for a while (post viral fatigue) but what helps recovery is taking a week's worth of Yakult (those yoghurty type drinks) that help to repopulate the gut with good bacteria that antibiotics kill off along with the bad bacteria.
Be kind to yourself, lots if rest and don't rush back to work too soon.
Hi Doaty . Sorry you got so sick. I did wonder because I had not seen you on here.
Do take it easy and recover fully.
Doaty, wishing you a good recovery xx
Get well.
I hate it when that happens! Well for your sake anyway. Over the past few years I've been as down as I thought I could go and was burning up my computer researching ways to end it all. You know, the most efficient and effective manner so as to cause as little pain or mess as possible. Just roll me up in the tarp I've so thoughtfully provided and do with me as you please. But that's me, I've climbed up a few rungs so I see bottom though I'm not down there now. I guess the long way around saying when I'm down I prefer that it's all heaped on at once. I do believe I've been to the bottom so I got used to it. Not a good thing at all, I do not recommend it for anyone. I was walking a very fine edge yet I was calm and collected, just knowing that whenever I was ready I could go. Perhaps that's why I'm still here, not yet pushed that far irregardless (yeah I know it's non-standard, it's my choice) of my personal loss last year about this time. Standing on these rungs a bit unsteadily right now but "hanging" in here. (Pun intended. My dark humor.) Hospitals I don't mind so much being a patient because of who I am; it's much easier for me than many others. I have a way with people. In fact I'd rather be in the hospital than work. Whoops, what's the statute of limitations on workplace insurance fraud?
I agree I don't think I've ever really been at 'rock bottom'. I've always managed to keep myself afloat, somehow.
When I have considered myself at rock-bottom I have either been reminded of or thought of how things could be worse.
That's the difference.
Well, when I was there I knew I was there. That's why I began preparations, just in case. I can only take it for so long before I snap...so many times for so long I was there. If not for my meds.
Oh, I misread your post! I read "I do 'not' believe..." rather than "I do believe", which is what you actually wrote. I guess it can happen when your eyes are tired 😯
My apologies.
Awwww I’m so sorry to hear how sick you became! Glad your back home and very happy your back on here!!
Hope you are on the mend. Seems to be a lot of respiratory stuff going around now. Nice to see you❤️
UGH is that what's been happening to me. It started as a sore throat and now a brutal full on cold or flu what ever I feel miserably. Like an huge weight on my chest.
It's the Chinese Corona Virus!! They're contaminating all aircraft bound for the U.S. I'll bet they're still pissed Trump put another tariff on them. Now look what we end up with...Chinese Zombie Virus!!
All the best I wish you a speedy recovery
I hope you're feeling better now Doaty?
Really hope you recover very soon
Ahh! You ARE human!
Does anyone if you go to church feel like if your not there or gone nobody would miss you? 
Missing having people around
Missed therapy session
I missed college today. 
Feeling lonely and missing my ex.
