PTSD

I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, PTSD from abuse

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i also have both of them from a long time, using various type of medicine. what medicine did you use

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Hi I hope you are able to get all the resources you're in need of at this time....If I can be of help to you let me know....I deal with my friend anxiety, at times overwhelming yet I do show it who's in charge, can be a real challenge....

I'm wishing you peace of mind...

sparkles & dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs ghi123!

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Oh my goodness I see you just joined...you have been put through the ringer..yet that doesn't mean you can't rise above this with a whole lot of work and dedication...it's wonderful you've come here because support is what you need....

I can relate to some of what you're going through....I'm here for you...

More sparkles and dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs ghi123!

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My meds are clamasapam , which I trying to get off of it, because it’s very additive, and lexapro. But I been on them for many years, so I don’t think they help anymore. I have done talk therapy, light, sound therapy, PTSD specialist, yoga, meditation,and the last I did was TMS. Nothing has helped. I was abused as a child , and adult. I’ve been alone in this .My husband , and daughters think you can just snap out of this. I’m sorry you are going this too! Stella

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Are you able to have a talk with your Doc about possibly trying a new med? Maybe you've built up a resistance, now I'm no Doctor just a thought...

You've been through so much yet doesn't mean you can't fight your way back to get your power and keep it...

I'm here for you..

Sparkles and dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hgus ghi123!

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I really appreciate you caring. I was abused as a child, and adult. I have been alone in this for years. My husband, and daughters think you can just snap out of this. I am on meds, I have done talk therapy, sound therapy, light therapy. I have done yoga, meditation, and the newest TMS therapy. I have true nightmares, flashbacks triggers. I cry all of a sudden not thinking of anything. I shake inside my body. If you have anything else I could do, I’d appreciate it, but I was told I have exhausted all possibility’s . I really think what doesn’t help is feeling so unloved by my own family, they know, and seen what I have been though. Stella

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You need to put yourself first...and love yourself....you are very special there's only one you....are you able to focus on anything positive? Also I'm not going to go into what all I've been through my one piece of advice is to forgive those who have done you wrong...it may not be an easy act but when you do the reward for you is FANTASTIC! Forgiveness you really do for yourself...it's a way of letting go..and remember it wasn't you that asked for anyone to do bad things to you..that's on them and they will answer one day, not you!

Sparkles and dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs ghi123!

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Thank you so much for your kindness, and caring! Stella

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My pleasure....

Yepper doodles more sparkles and dump trucks ofd groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs ghi123!

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Doesn’t it make you feel like a non human being, and so unloved. It makes everything far worse. Stella

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Yes I have tried other meds. But the dr. thinks because the way my own family treats me, it’s the same thing all over again with my birth family. You feel so unloved again, abused, and a non human being. Stella

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I feel very loved by my two grandchildren, I have raised them. I am trying to go out with the two friends ,that have still stayed my friends. I do a lot of crafts. I go to the wellness center everyday to exercise, and met people. I have forgiven my birth family, that now have passed with no remorse, and my one brother still alive. But I do not want to connect with him again. I was a good sister ,no matter how he treated me, and didn’t care. My sister was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer two years ago. I hadn’t talk to her in 14 years. When I found out ,I called her every month to see how she was, she was snotty, and mean, as she always was. So I had to stop for my own health. She died this last Oct. ,my daughters promised me if I went, they would be by side the whole time. I had to go she was my sister. My daughters were never with me, they took my meds with my purse. I felt so sick there, I couldn’t breath. My cousin said to me your brother, and his wife are give you dirty looks, which I saw for myself. Thank god for-my loving 11 year old grandson he held my hand, and put his arm around my waist the entire time. My husband would not go with me. He wants.

nothing to do with my birth family. I can’t blame him, they just used him,but he should of been there to support me..Stella