this feeling

[kait_]

it’s christmas and I just want to die

[lizbeth_v]

I am so sorry to hear that. I found it hard to enjoy the holidays as well. Feel free to talk to me about it whenever you need!

[whoisbin]

Don't, there must be something else you still want to do around the world. If not, you could Tell me your story, I'm listening, remember You can only live once, Merry Christmas

[Dolphin14]

It's just one day. It will be over before you know it.

Do something today that makes you happy.

[Hidden]

Try to be around someone you can talk to and get you through this. I too have those feelings some days. But you are not alone and people care about you. You are meant for good things!!

[kait_ in reply to Hidden]

There’s nobody I can talk to who would understand .. that’s why I made my way over here , hoping to find someone I can actually open up to .

Thanks for the message , I appreciate it. Have an amazing day ♥️

[pink83737]

what’s going on?

[NeuronerdDoaty]

Kait as a person who could walk through that door daily easily I can also ‘want’ to live.

My dad just opened that door and walked through it. It would be so easy to follow him. I ‘want’ to but it’s not our time.

The feelings are emotions. Each emotion passes. I have 8 grandkids and I’m home alone today. Im waiting for pictures. And waiting some more.

I hope you’re doing better.

My grandma used to tell me to sit on the moon and watch the earth. It’s a meditation to pull back and watch ALL of the comings and goings, not just mine.

Sending you feelings of peace

Doaty

[Krn210 in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

I really like that...sit on the moon and watch the earth. ❤️

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to Krn210]

Technically she’d say ‘go sit on the moon’ after the first time she told me why. I wonder if other people heard her and what people would say these days. Lol

[Krn210 in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

Lol! “Did I just hear that correctly...did she say to go sit on the moon?” 😉 Sitting on the moon does sound fabulous though

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to Krn210]

Yep. 🤣🤣

[kait_ in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

thank you for taking all this time to write this long response for me , I appreciate it soo much .

And actually one of the few times I don’t feel so bothered is when I look at the moon and stars , makes all my problems seem insignificant and small for a short while but it’s a moment I really do enjoy .

I hope you have / had An amazing Christmas doaty ♥️.

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to kait_]

You as well kait❤️