Does anyone else just feel like giving up? It is so exhausting to fight anxiety and depression day after day. It hit me out of the blue 3 years ago. It has been a rough ride for sure. Every day I wake up with that terrible dread in my chest. Sometimes it fades during the day, sometimes not. I was once so happy and full of life. I just want my old life back but my mind won't allow it. I go to bed fearing waking up the next day like this. I think about death all the time. I wish I could just die most days rather than having the thoughts that spin around in my head. Sorry for the rant, I had to vent.