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[roygbi]

I feel like I lost myself a while ago and I would do anything to just be me again before all the pain

[kenster1]

hi sorry to read of your troubles.talking really is the first step to recovering well.heve you been receiving any support at home.

[roygbi in reply to kenster1]

My family truly is great and so are my friends but nothing seems to help

[Sprinkle1]

Believe it or not, lots of people feel like the way you do, I have been there several times, it was mostly because I was depressed. I went to therapy and that helped a lot, and when that was not enough I talked to my Dr. who put me on antidepressants, that worked, it took a while. I even went to a psychiatrist, who also diagnosed depression & anxiety, so we made a few changed in my med's. I had been on Prozac for 10 years and built up a tolerance to it, put me on Zoloft, the same thing happened after 10 years my brain said "No More". So then the search was on, I have spent the last 3 years suffering, I am now on a drug called Cymbalta, it addresses depression & anxiety, plus I take Mirtazepine to help me sleep, also Desyrel for sleep, I have always had sleep problems in my life, I take Melatonin, I buy it at Walmart it is cheap. I am on a thyroid med, if your thyroid is out of wack it can cause depression, your Dr. can do a simple blood test to find out your level. So I would say talk to your Dr. can you go to therapy? I love therapy and have gone to one on one, also group, they were all great. I have a wonderful therapist now, we seldom talk about my past, she wants to know how I am feeling, what are my thoughts, how am I coping, she gives me love, constant support, encouragement, tells me it is not my fault I feel the way I do, my brain is tired and stressed and needs rest and sound sleep. I am feeling so much better, and getting back to my old self. If I can do it so can You. We will support you and offer help so write to us here, let us know how you are doing, we care. I send you love, faith, joy and happiness along with Big Hugs....Sprinkle 1.....

[roygbi in reply to Sprinkle1]

thank you

[pink318]

Hello- Thank you for reaching out.

Continue to share and I hope you will feel better as you write down your feelings here.

I pray that you will get the help you need to stay well.

Take care.

[Mary-intussuception]

What happened before all the pain? What caused it?

Would you like to talk about it on here or in a private message ?

If not that's OK too.

God Bless x